So my grades have not improved as much... but they're definitely improving, and I'm gonna try my best to pass all my classes... OR DIE TRYING.
I'm so excited! I was nervous before, because after all that interviewing, I thought I didn't get any internships or co-ops because I was lame or something, but two have called me with an interest in offering me co-ops in the same day! I was so happy!
There's one for this upcoming spring, and one for next fall. The one for this upcoming spring is in Wilson, and the one for next fall is in Arkansas. I know my parents would prefer me to be closer to them... but I really want to go to the one in Arkansas.
Where will that lead me and Traver?
...I honestly have no idea.
And at times I'm scared out of my mind.
I don't want to end up being dependent on a boy to be happy. I don't need a man in order to survive. But spending time with Traver has been amazing, and as one can tell from my previous post, I find this as the beginning of something great, and I don't want to let go. I'm scared, and don't want to think about it. He even told me to not think about when he leaves for the Marines so we can fully enjoy what time we have together.
4 months left before he leaves. I really hope he wants to stay with me even after all this. I'm still afraid I have to prepare myself for anything that's to come...
But all in all, I've been very lucky to have met Traver. He's a hardworking senior, he works two jobs, he supports himself, and he makes time for me in between all of that. He's grateful for the time I made for him throughout all of my busy events, he lets me know how much he enjoys being with me, tells me how attractive I am all the time, and makes me laugh and entertains me constantly. I hope I made him as happy as he made me, and I hope our time together will never be forgotten.
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