Wednesday, September 15, 2010

God only knows

"You're stupid."
"I don't care. You would do the same if you love someone."


Well now. This is what happens when you don't listen to your best friends.

I can't believe I waited three weeks just to hear this.

I had such high hopes for what was to come; maybe late night movies! Or maybe going to the mountains with Megan and Tray! Maybe he can go with me to my Paper Science events too!

Stupid idiot.

Foolish is the one who lets the heart do the thinking.

For whoever reads this (I doubt anyone does except THAT ONE PERSON), I don't think anyone would understand just how painful it was for me tonight. I tried to force myself to stop crying. "You have class tomorrow!" I told myself. "Your paper science excel sheet isn't even done! Think of what's important!"
I couldn't seem to steer in that direction because I was thinking about how much I have shamed myself by letting all my pride go away.

I'm going to gain it all back.
Starting this week.
No one can take my luck away from me.
This is the last time I will let bad luck strike my way.


"離開你 我安靜的抽離 不忍揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心裡 學會放棄"

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