Before I leave

I seem to always be writing in this whenever I'm procrastinating.
Today's post is fully dedicated to the love of my life, Traver Mayfield. If it's too mushy for you, then stop reading it!
Haha.

So last night, our conversation was like this:
"Do you know why you like me?"
"Yeah, I'm already sure of why I like you."
"Do you ever wonder why I like you?"
"Yeah, I do."
I started listing all the things that make him more amazing than any guy I've dated, and started listing everything I like about him, but he just fell asleep while I was listing x_x

I keep almost crying whenever we say bye to each other after hanging out. I'm scared that he wouldn't want to be with me once we both leave for our jobs. I'm not free to be happy with whoever I want to be with, since my parents are so traditional, but I feel I'm happiest with him.
He's so carefree in how he talks to me. He never hides anything. If he's angry, he shows and tells why. He doesn't get crazy jealous because he knows others don't stand a chance. We all have bad habits and bad traits. While others hide them, he shows them because he has nothing to hide as a person. If he makes a mistake, he doesn't try to hide it. Whatever embarrassing thing he does just makes him more human and a lot of the times more adorable. His favorite pasttimes aren't even embarrassing; no silly online game that causes him to sit at a computer for hours to make him fat. He loves exercising and sports. He tells me whatever is on his mind, and he's driven in the things he does. I never feel suffocated either.

I don't ever want this to end.