I haven't blogged in so long!
I've been so busy with work that it's hard to unwind and relax lately. Now is pretty much my only free time until later tonight. Writing has always been really relaxing for me. I'm glad to finally be able to find time to record my thoughts.
Hm... what's new...
I've started going to bible study. My hard work has finally paid off where I actually passed my chemistry test. My health has been getting better as the weather gets warmer. I can tell by my appetite ^_^
This weekend, it's more of extra stuff that's been filling up my time... Like tonight, it's going to dinner with Traver, then seeing Adrienne, then going with them to support THE KSA Tsunami Relief Mixer... now I'm not much of a clubbing person, simply because nowadays I feel like I can't really have fun at these places anymore due to my position as Cultural Chair; I can't really go wild or anything because that's just going to give me and my club a bad name. Not that I used to do that or anything. I just feel more restricted because I need to remind myself to be careful not to embarrass myself or anyone I'm associated with.
Later on in the week, I'm going to Habitat for Humanity for the first time, and then it's time to study for my ultra hard physics test... I haven't done that well in physics at all... it's simply dreadful. Physics is just not my thing. People can say it's just math, but it really doesn't feel that way to me. I'm great at math. I'm not great at physics. Saying those are the same is just like telling a hockey player that he should be great at figure skating too.
I've gotten myself a tutor, but it just doesn't feel like my grades are going anywhere, which is really embarrassing.
This semester has been a lot more of avoiding the public scene for me, not really intentionally though. I do miss seeing people and hanging out and socializing, but I love being able to just relax and do nothing on a weekend rather than making time to see all the friends that I have not seen for a few weeks.
Ahh, I love places that are not crowded. Believe it or not, I'm at the library right now. On a Friday. After my classes ended. No, it's not because I have no life. It was because I was hungry and needed something to eat so I came to the library to get a coffee and cookie while I wait for Traver to take me to dinner after he's done with work. But I have to admit, being in a library on a Friday, where it's much less crowded and much quieter, feels really relaxing. I feel so calm now, even though I know tonight will be full of everything.
What does everything mean for me? I don't know... perhaps eating too much at dinner will make me feel like throwing up. Perhaps there will be drama tonight when I go to KSA. But whatever. I need a NAP!!! I'm tired...
